Everyday I go to the mailbox looking for the answer to my prayers.  So far it has not arrived, but I continue to be hopeful.  I have a chance to buy my own restaurant, something that I have always dreamed of doing.  The local bank turned down my application for a loan, so I am applying for small business grants from the government in hopes of getting the funding I need.  The applications take a while to fill out and I have to go into a lot of detail, including a business plan and a list of all the contents that come with the building.  But if I am awarded one of the grants, it will all be worth it.